The mini Evolution of Me.

To whom much is given, much is required. Lately I've been bothered by the standards that some set for others and not themselves. If you're gonna set expectations for me, please check your self at the door. Double standards is not whats up. Once upon a time, I had a friend. This friend always looked down at what I did, but when it came to her actions. She saw no harm in it. I understand that as a Christina its important to lead a clean lifestyle and its also your responsiblity to spread the Word. I get that. But I believe that some where in the word it states not to judge.

"My God is my judge, no gown, no gavel."
I believe that Im also the type of person that would give you the world if Im allowed to, but when it comes to myself I always short change my self. Does that make sense??? Should it be the other way around or should it even be on the same playing field. I love to love. I remember at time when I was in love so bad that it hurt. <<>

360 Resolution

I think I know what it felt like to be in the Titanic while it drowned, or I've experienced the same emotion that a drunken mother faces when she's on rock bottom and doesn't know where her next bottle is coming from. I've been through it, still going through it, and trying to get out. It seems like bad news happens in single file. One then another then another then another....... But no worries at this point. Due to the fact that I have an exceptional crew. I was able to make it through that portion... Which allows me to place alot of things in perspectives...... People that front, gets NO WHERE.

Also, I hope to get through the hate I instilled in my heart for certain individuals....

IN OTHER NEWS:

here are some things I have lined up:

-Find another productive past time

-Start my locs

- Buy a sewing machine

-Fix my camera

I hope this week leads me to good spirits.